Sunday, January 19, 2014

Bad Things I (or We if you're not in denial) Wanted to Say But Never Did

Parental Guidance is Advised.
Sometimes things just get too shitty too handle that you find yourself wanting to say things that can be hurtful...But of course, being the good and sensible person that you are, you bite your thing before you can even say them. Sometimes, you go even farther and brush it all off like it never happened. But there are times that it all just gets too much that you just have to let it all out. And it's okay. The world won't mind. Maybe one or two people will, but then, so what? It's not good to bottle it all up you know. So here I am...letting it all out and rationalizing why I am doing it..
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***You're a double-standard, self-righteous bitch.

***You're such a slob. We're you raised in a dump site?

***You're so fucking lost, you can't even find yourself.

***You're so obscenely over-confident, I can call you arrogant.

***You keep posing as a man when in fact you're just a boy. To think that I almost believed in you.

***Make up your mind. grow a back bone for goodness sake!

***Go to hell.

***I'm not your dream board. Don't project your hopes and dreams to me. It is not my fault that you were not able to fulfill them. Neither is it my responsibility to make them come true now. I have enough dreams for myself to think about yours.

***I am not your hero. I'm not your keeper. Don't expect me to save your sorry ass everytime it needs saving.

***You keep pushing me away like that and I just might take you seriously and stay away for good.

***I don't care.



VIP

Still one of the best awards that i have ever,ever, ever, ever,ever received.

It's been (?) years since we met...and this little piece of brown paper is a testament to the things that we have been through over the years. Over the years. men, that sounds ancient. Thank you for not being afraid to tell me that I am wrong whenever I am and for being willing to fight with and for me.

They say the truest friends that you will ever find in your lifetime, you find in high school...well, I'm guessing that's true because I found you. Or you found me.