Friday, October 11, 2013

Silly Conversations I Have With Myself in My Head

"Why are you here?" she asked.

It was the question that he was dreading to answer for he knew that he couldn't lie to her. Not this time. But he also knew that the truth behind his reasons for coming was not what she needed to hear right now.

"Why are you here?" she asked again...softer this time. It was as if she also dreaded hearing what she had to say. You can almost hear a hint of despair in her tone.
He looked at her intently whilst hoping that she doesn't take the truth the wrong way. After a while, he decided to tell her the truth anyway, so he said "I'm here for you. Where you go, I go remember?"


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It was pointless to refuse. She knew that he knew she'd say yes. Really, it was the most pointless thing in the world. Even after all the pain and tears, she knew she wouldn't be able to say no. because in her soul she knew he was the one. Still is actually. For always.


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It was the way she smiled whenever she talked to him. The way her tone of voice would change. The way her eyes light up every time she was with him. She was oblivious to all of this, of course. But that was one of the things he loved about her. It gave him great pleasure to be the one to remind her how beautiful she is, how great she is...it was his pleasure to remind her how much she is loved.


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She never thought she'd miss home...but she did. Very much. She missed the home cooked meals, the air...she missed her dog and her friends back home. She had friends where she was now but it wasn't the same. Hell, she even misses the noise and all the bickering. She missed home, but there isn't any going back now is there?

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Him: Sa'yo pa rin naman ako babalik eh.

Her: That's the point. Bakit magpapabalik-balik pa kung pwede namang mag-stay?